|Which one is best? Helpful clue: I made the brown one|
Despite the indisputable evidence that I'm rubbish at all forms of craft (remember the dress that didn't fit and my foray into crochet?), I recklessly bought a felting kit from a lovely shop in Bishops Castle. The kit sat ignored for months and months in the land that time forgot, otherwise known as the cupboard under the stairs. Then motivation arrived, in the scary shape of sis no 3, and hey presto I give you two felted cats. I didn't have a clue what felting involved before I started. The kit basically contained wool and some scarily sharp needles with which to repeatedly stab the yarn. It was unreassuring to say the least to find that the kit also included a plaster (or band aid for any American readers) for any needle related mishaps. Thankfully I didn't need the plaster but then I was already feeling pretty stabby due to an eye test a few days earlier.
During a routine examination the optometrist spotted that I have one pupil bigger than the other. This is not a good sign. In fact, according to my consultation with Dr Google it means instant death. I informed my oncology team who gave me the once over and then sent me for urgent CT and MRI brain scans. The most common places for breast cancer to spread are liver, lungs (got the t shirt for those two), bones and brain. So it was a scary wait for results. Luckily for me the scans were clear. I still have to see a ophthalmologist but I'm feeling pretty relieved for the time being at least.
I've had lots of CT scans but the MRI was a new experience. It was nowhere near as claustrophobic as I feared but it was just as noisy as everyone says it is. To mask the clanging and banging I was given headphones to wear during the scan. But I wasn't impressed the music selection pumped into my ears. Given that they were looking for a brain tumour I think the first song 'Crazy' was a bit of a poor choice, then as the machine rattled and whirred I had 'Good Vibrations' piped through. Do you think they were taking the piss? I tried to give the radiographer one of my hard stares (via the mirror contraption above my head in the machine) but he was unabashed. Git.
If the whole pupil thing wasn't worrying enough I also developed another very frightening symptom. I've had a couple of sudden attacks of not being able to breathe. During the attacks I can't speak and make horrible gasping noises. The second attack happened when I was out for Sunday dinner with the other-half and two of my sisters. It's not a subtle attack and my poor family didn't know if I was choking on food, going to throw up or what was going on. I staggered outside and after a few minutes my breathing gradually returned to normal. Thankfully my GP is sure this is a harmless spasm of the larynx. It hasn't happened since and I'm not putting my name down for it again. I don't recommend the experience.
I think I love my GP as not only did he calm my fevered brow over the breathing thing he also completed the form I had from the government querying my right to receive state benefit. I'm waiting for the official response from the powers-that-be but am hoping the GP's input will make them wave the white flag, the bastards.
On a happier (but no saner) note a few days ago the other-half and I got up at the crack of dawn on a frosty morning to go hare spotting. We did see a couple leaping about but they were too far away for a photo. But just to prove that I was out and about bright and early on a very cold morning:
Now here's hoping for warmer weather and a happy, peaceful Easter for everyone.